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Well...i think i have finally come out of my rut...i figured what was messing me up with God...im actually situated...im actually puting hours of studying into my work everyday...i finally stopped playing video games....and im talking to God more often...i made myself right once again...i learned to control myself...maybe through this whole thing i have become a stronger person...the devil was ridding me like a bull or something...but i threw him off before the 8 second mark....maybe this last semester was suppose to be a lesson to me...and God gave me that lesson as i was sitting out on my balcony the other day...it was this...do not have a long distance relationship....not just between a g/f and a b/f...its means between u and God...he used my past relationship as an example...if i have a long distance relationship with God...them im bound to put other gods before him....which would in turn cause me to fall...in the end i became a dissapointment in mans eyes....but in Gods eyes, He took me back with open arms....he welcomed me back as if what i done never existed....the prodigal son...i think i can actually say i have grown up....i no longer feel like a kid...maybe thats whats suppose to happen....but i know i got past the part in my life that tested if i would remain a christian or not....and i decided...what other joy would there be without God....he is the only one that sees me as i am...and teaches me when i have done wrong