50 Questions about Me.
1. Full name
Eli Kong
2. Zodiac sign
Gemini
3. 3 fears
i. Being alone
ii. 'unseen beings'
iii. Not doing what I love
4. 3 things I love
i. Gaming art
ii. good food
iii. anime
5. My best friend
I have a few best friends and have been in contact for 8 years and ongoing; known since college years. They are my strength and my support. I love you all to bits, you know who you are.
6. Last song I listened to
Ki: Theory - Enjoy the Silence
7. 3 Turn ons
I'm gonna talk in terms of physical approach, as a dude:
i. Females who take control
ii. Female Sadistic eyes & smile
iii. Female Warm Touch
8. 3 Turn offs
i. Ignoring me
ii. Disrespectful attitude
iii. Hypocrisy
9. What colour underwear I’m wearing right now
Black
10. How many tattoos/piercings do I have
I used to have a pair of piercings on my ears. Took them off in end of 2016. Does not have tattoos as I do not want to grow bored of the visual after a while.
11. The reason I started blogging
I want to express myself more silently and I feel that writing calms my mind down. It also helps me to keep things in perspective and giving myself confidence again and again.
12. How I feel right now
I just finished some freelance work progress and feeling tired and progressive; as I achieved something productive because if it was a personal obligation (like rushing portfolio), I will procrastinate as usual. I guess it's because it's a paid freelance work that motivates me to not let my friend and client down, or is also because it is business and that I take it professionally. I am also constantly being said by peers and coworkers that I am a very diligent person during my work and responsibilities. I guess that is one of the good traits about myself. This gives me confidence, thank you minna-san.
13. Something I really really want
I want to find love again, with the right woman.
14. My current relationship status
Single
15. Meaning behind my URL
My nickname - Chaos: I identify myself as a person who is always in chaos, but in that world it is still beautiful regardless. Because that is who I am, and I embrace it.
16. My favourite movie
Can I put anime? My current favourite is Citrus. That anime make me feel happy again and hopeful in love.
17. My favourite song
Azalea - nano.RIPE
18. My favourite band
My all time favourite is Linkin Park, but I put that band on hold since 2017... Now I listen to anything that can make me feel like my mind can drift into peace and travelling to unknown worlds.
19. 3 Things that upset me
i. LGBTphobia
ii. The fact that every cis person in the world are able to live happily together with so less hindrance from society and their family, yet LGBT people still have to love secretly and hiding in some parts of the world. I find this... Ridiculous. Everyone deserves to love whoever they want to love. Love is love. It is natural. LGBT is natural. And I hate parts of the world for frowning upon this.
iii. Selfishness
20. 3 Things that make me happy
i. Nature
ii. Good food
iii. Love
21. What I find attractive in other people
i. Eyes
ii. Great manners
iii. Humility
22. Someone I miss
None
23. Someone I love
My family
24. My relationship with my parents
Cutting out the LGBT issue with them, I still love them regardless. We always argued due to differences in opinions but eventually as we get older I can feel how much they are trying to support me in their own way, in terms of financial issues and eventually even LGBT issue. Since I came back home last year from UK my dad had a one-to-one conversation with me saying that there was this transwoman from China she is a very famous TV host now and my dad knows this because he always watches those Chinese singing & reality TV shows. And he told me, to work hard so that I can get out of this country to do my transition. My mom told me a few times during online Skype when I was in the UK and even now at home to focus on Germany, as they are LGBT & Trans friendly. She do not want me to come back home due to the repression of LGBT people in Malaysia. They may not fully agree with my way of life but I can tell that they still in their way love me as their kid, and want me to be safe and secure. Even though I am not sure if I can share with them my future love, or what I will become after, I try my best and will always do my best efforts to be successful in life for their sake.
25. My favourite holiday
Christmas. I feel that on this day it is a day where I can be cosy and rest my mind.
26. My closest blogging friend
At the moment I don't have.
27. Someone famous I’d date
Keiko-sama from Kalafina *blush*
28. A confession
I am attracted to dominant women.
29. 3 Things that annoy me easily
i. Cutting off my conversations
ii. Constantly ignoring me
iii. Always disturbing me
30. My favourite animal
Wolf
31. My pets
None
32. One thing I’ve lied about
I lied to some people about my job status because I feel that it is unnecessary to tell them something I feel uncomfortable.
33. Something that’s currently worrying me
I hope to get the job that I want.
34. An embarrassing moment
There was one time in the UK I was staying up late at night rushing my assignment progress until the exhaustion cause me to mistook my glue stick as lip balm... And worse, had even applied to the lips until I smelt something funny from the lips and then I realised... What the hell? Immediately I went to wash it off in the bathroom for almost 30 minutes. But it was so funny that it gave me more energy after that to complete my assignment.
35. Where I work
I am at the moment a Freelance Artist working on a freelance project, as well as applying jobs.
36. Something that’s constantly on my mind
Everything. I think too much therefore sometimes I need to let it out by writing.
37. 3 Habits I have
i. After cutting my hair once every month, I always tend to touch my shaved head area because it felt good.
ii. I shake my leg sometimes... It seem annoying and disturbing to other people, but to me, it helps me in the blood flow of my legs and the muscles.
iii. When I think deep, I always put my hand to my lower lips, sometimes on the chin. I think this is quite a normal behaviour.
38. My future goals
i. I want to work in a gaming company that develops games, as a Game Artist in aid of creating visuals in terms of concepts, 2D and then eventually 3D as I learn while working.
ii. As a freelance I want to make and sell illustration works on merchandises like t shirts, posters, book & album covers, iphone & tablet covers, stationaries, bags, skateboards etc.
iii. I want to find true love again with the woman who is right for me.
iv. I want to be able to achieve my transitioning. From legal documents all the way to full transformation of my body.
v. Finally, I want to always be happy in the paths that I choose throughout my life.
39. Something I fantasise about
Being in the arms of a beautiful woman.
40. My favourite store
Family Mart. Because of the Oden, ice cream and tons of the food, every time I go inside, I feel happy, like this store is where I can picture myself in Japan.
41. My favourite food
BBQ
42. What I did yesterday
Finished Noir Anime before I rest, and to be honest I really, really recommend this anime. It may be slow, graphic is 2001 but still exquisite. There is Yuki Kajiura's track in the anime.
43. Something I’m talented at
I think that would be my creative ingenuity of being original, in my art and design as well as how I articulate myself in writing.
44. My idea of the perfect date
Chilling in bed with the most comfortable loose clothings with my woman watching comedy films/anime, and feasting on Reese's.
45. My celebrity crush
Too many to count. All of them are of course, dominant types. Milla Jovovich, Kate Beckinsale, Michelle Rodriguez, Jena Malone, Alycia Debnam Carey, Keiko of Kalafina, Amy Lee, Song Ji Hyo, Karen Gillan, Rosie Leslie, Natalie Dormer, Olivia Wilde, Gal Gadot, Emily Blunt, Emily Clarke, Ruby Rose, Angelina Jolie, Scarlett Johansson, Charlize Theron, Jennifer Lawrence, Alicia Vikander, Rooney Mara, Emma Watson, Daisy Ridley, Margot Robbie, Anne Hathaway, Kristen Stewart (After she become gay), Avril Lavigne, Cacie Dalager, Liu Yi Fei, Evan Rachel Wood, Vicky Zhao Wei, Kate Mckinnon... (more may come on)
46. My favourite blog
At the moment none
47. Number of kids I want
I'd like an adopted daughter next time, number of them not sure.
48. Do I smoke/drink
Neither
49. One word that describes me
Friendly
50. My favourite quote
Cogito Ergo Sum - René Descartes
Eli Kong
2. Zodiac sign
Gemini
3. 3 fears
i. Being alone
ii. 'unseen beings'
iii. Not doing what I love
4. 3 things I love
i. Gaming art
ii. good food
iii. anime
5. My best friend
I have a few best friends and have been in contact for 8 years and ongoing; known since college years. They are my strength and my support. I love you all to bits, you know who you are.
6. Last song I listened to
Ki: Theory - Enjoy the Silence
7. 3 Turn ons
I'm gonna talk in terms of physical approach, as a dude:
i. Females who take control
ii. Female Sadistic eyes & smile
iii. Female Warm Touch
8. 3 Turn offs
i. Ignoring me
ii. Disrespectful attitude
iii. Hypocrisy
9. What colour underwear I’m wearing right now
Black
10. How many tattoos/piercings do I have
I used to have a pair of piercings on my ears. Took them off in end of 2016. Does not have tattoos as I do not want to grow bored of the visual after a while.
11. The reason I started blogging
I want to express myself more silently and I feel that writing calms my mind down. It also helps me to keep things in perspective and giving myself confidence again and again.
12. How I feel right now
I just finished some freelance work progress and feeling tired and progressive; as I achieved something productive because if it was a personal obligation (like rushing portfolio), I will procrastinate as usual. I guess it's because it's a paid freelance work that motivates me to not let my friend and client down, or is also because it is business and that I take it professionally. I am also constantly being said by peers and coworkers that I am a very diligent person during my work and responsibilities. I guess that is one of the good traits about myself. This gives me confidence, thank you minna-san.
13. Something I really really want
I want to find love again, with the right woman.
14. My current relationship status
Single
15. Meaning behind my URL
My nickname - Chaos: I identify myself as a person who is always in chaos, but in that world it is still beautiful regardless. Because that is who I am, and I embrace it.
16. My favourite movie
Can I put anime? My current favourite is Citrus. That anime make me feel happy again and hopeful in love.
17. My favourite song
Azalea - nano.RIPE
18. My favourite band
My all time favourite is Linkin Park, but I put that band on hold since 2017... Now I listen to anything that can make me feel like my mind can drift into peace and travelling to unknown worlds.
19. 3 Things that upset me
i. LGBTphobia
ii. The fact that every cis person in the world are able to live happily together with so less hindrance from society and their family, yet LGBT people still have to love secretly and hiding in some parts of the world. I find this... Ridiculous. Everyone deserves to love whoever they want to love. Love is love. It is natural. LGBT is natural. And I hate parts of the world for frowning upon this.
iii. Selfishness
20. 3 Things that make me happy
i. Nature
ii. Good food
iii. Love
21. What I find attractive in other people
i. Eyes
ii. Great manners
iii. Humility
22. Someone I miss
None
23. Someone I love
My family
24. My relationship with my parents
Cutting out the LGBT issue with them, I still love them regardless. We always argued due to differences in opinions but eventually as we get older I can feel how much they are trying to support me in their own way, in terms of financial issues and eventually even LGBT issue. Since I came back home last year from UK my dad had a one-to-one conversation with me saying that there was this transwoman from China she is a very famous TV host now and my dad knows this because he always watches those Chinese singing & reality TV shows. And he told me, to work hard so that I can get out of this country to do my transition. My mom told me a few times during online Skype when I was in the UK and even now at home to focus on Germany, as they are LGBT & Trans friendly. She do not want me to come back home due to the repression of LGBT people in Malaysia. They may not fully agree with my way of life but I can tell that they still in their way love me as their kid, and want me to be safe and secure. Even though I am not sure if I can share with them my future love, or what I will become after, I try my best and will always do my best efforts to be successful in life for their sake.
25. My favourite holiday
Christmas. I feel that on this day it is a day where I can be cosy and rest my mind.
26. My closest blogging friend
At the moment I don't have.
27. Someone famous I’d date
Keiko-sama from Kalafina *blush*
28. A confession
I am attracted to dominant women.
29. 3 Things that annoy me easily
i. Cutting off my conversations
ii. Constantly ignoring me
iii. Always disturbing me
30. My favourite animal
Wolf
31. My pets
None
32. One thing I’ve lied about
I lied to some people about my job status because I feel that it is unnecessary to tell them something I feel uncomfortable.
33. Something that’s currently worrying me
I hope to get the job that I want.
34. An embarrassing moment
There was one time in the UK I was staying up late at night rushing my assignment progress until the exhaustion cause me to mistook my glue stick as lip balm... And worse, had even applied to the lips until I smelt something funny from the lips and then I realised... What the hell? Immediately I went to wash it off in the bathroom for almost 30 minutes. But it was so funny that it gave me more energy after that to complete my assignment.
35. Where I work
I am at the moment a Freelance Artist working on a freelance project, as well as applying jobs.
36. Something that’s constantly on my mind
Everything. I think too much therefore sometimes I need to let it out by writing.
37. 3 Habits I have
i. After cutting my hair once every month, I always tend to touch my shaved head area because it felt good.
ii. I shake my leg sometimes... It seem annoying and disturbing to other people, but to me, it helps me in the blood flow of my legs and the muscles.
iii. When I think deep, I always put my hand to my lower lips, sometimes on the chin. I think this is quite a normal behaviour.
38. My future goals
i. I want to work in a gaming company that develops games, as a Game Artist in aid of creating visuals in terms of concepts, 2D and then eventually 3D as I learn while working.
ii. As a freelance I want to make and sell illustration works on merchandises like t shirts, posters, book & album covers, iphone & tablet covers, stationaries, bags, skateboards etc.
iii. I want to find true love again with the woman who is right for me.
iv. I want to be able to achieve my transitioning. From legal documents all the way to full transformation of my body.
v. Finally, I want to always be happy in the paths that I choose throughout my life.
39. Something I fantasise about
Being in the arms of a beautiful woman.
40. My favourite store
Family Mart. Because of the Oden, ice cream and tons of the food, every time I go inside, I feel happy, like this store is where I can picture myself in Japan.
41. My favourite food
BBQ
42. What I did yesterday
Finished Noir Anime before I rest, and to be honest I really, really recommend this anime. It may be slow, graphic is 2001 but still exquisite. There is Yuki Kajiura's track in the anime.
43. Something I’m talented at
I think that would be my creative ingenuity of being original, in my art and design as well as how I articulate myself in writing.
44. My idea of the perfect date
Chilling in bed with the most comfortable loose clothings with my woman watching comedy films/anime, and feasting on Reese's.
45. My celebrity crush
Too many to count. All of them are of course, dominant types. Milla Jovovich, Kate Beckinsale, Michelle Rodriguez, Jena Malone, Alycia Debnam Carey, Keiko of Kalafina, Amy Lee, Song Ji Hyo, Karen Gillan, Rosie Leslie, Natalie Dormer, Olivia Wilde, Gal Gadot, Emily Blunt, Emily Clarke, Ruby Rose, Angelina Jolie, Scarlett Johansson, Charlize Theron, Jennifer Lawrence, Alicia Vikander, Rooney Mara, Emma Watson, Daisy Ridley, Margot Robbie, Anne Hathaway, Kristen Stewart (After she become gay), Avril Lavigne, Cacie Dalager, Liu Yi Fei, Evan Rachel Wood, Vicky Zhao Wei, Kate Mckinnon... (more may come on)
46. My favourite blog
At the moment none
47. Number of kids I want
I'd like an adopted daughter next time, number of them not sure.
48. Do I smoke/drink
Neither
49. One word that describes me
Friendly
50. My favourite quote
Cogito Ergo Sum - René Descartes