Bleak nights contrast with bright thoughts in a cacophony of eternal howling.
Dont ask about the title, its what it is. Ive had an ok day. tried to visit Kelsey, but she wasnt at work like she said shed be...sheesh. Went to Sara S's grad party, it was nice seeing sara. Ill miss her quite a bit i think, tho i never saw her outside of school stuff she was always fun to be around. But ill see her tuesday, wedsday, then friday, and probably wont see her unless shes at a reunion. but by that time things will have changed in everyone. oh well. Jil is having B/f problems, and doesent seem to be able to see what she needs to do there. the simple truth is easy to see, but im not going to even bother trying to tell her, she wont listen to me. not my problem, however. Ill leave that one to megan to deal with. she knows what should be done, and i hope she advises jil of this. ive started trying to finish my 40k army, and if you understand that, good, if you dont, ask me about it if you really want to know, but its not all that exciting unless you are a gamer. I wanna go to the ren fair tomorrow. hopfully ill be able to go, but not with megan and jil. two reasons. One, ive hung out with those two quite a bit lately and i need to find someone else to hang with, and Two, someone i dont get a long with will be with them. We are liable to attempt to kill each other. So yah. but other than that my mother is planning on making me clean tomorrow.... someone save me....please! 577-2212 call my cell and give me somewhere to be away from home!!!! so i think ill be done now, its a bit later than i should be up, cause im tired, and if i stay up to much later ill start thinking about things like Elyse and ill get all depressive and stupid and not tired and ill end up so tired tomorrow that ill die. yes die. Of course at least one thing in that sentance is wrong, cause when am i not thinking about elyse (yes i know im obsessive, i just cant stop the thoughts) but i digress, sort of. In the fact that im no longer talking about going to bed, but am instead mentioning my apparently phantom-like habits. oh well im done for real now, as im rambling cause im tired.
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