Hmm..
I think that i complicate things for myself. Fo example, i went hung out with Brandon yesterday and he's kind of charming in a strange manner. There's just something about him, but i dont want another crush, i have enough. Plus he didnt make a move on me, maybe b/c he was being civil, but i already slept with him so i dont understand. I wanted to kiss him last night but im not sure if he likes me or just wanted someone to hang out with. I mean im not that fun when im around him, b/c typically im nervous. Hes just so smart, im not stupid, i just dont know if what i like to talk about is mundane and trivial to him. When im just hanging out with people everything that i say is trivial, but i dont want him to think that of me. I dont know, maybe im thinking about this too much. I busted my ass in front of him...quite embarrassing.