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HA! Take that ideal spring break, you will never become a reality. I was supposed to take Denny and Doris out bowling but that ended up not happening. "What did i do insted" you ask? I babysat the twins, d and d, and my cousin, Amber. How cool is that! tHE ONE TIME I WAS ACTUALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO TAKING D AND D OUT, MY HOPES WERE SHOT DOWN BECAUSE I HAD TO BABYSIT! tHEN MY MOTHER HAS THE NERVE TO GO OUT AGAIN AFTER ONLY BEING HOME FOR LIKE A FUCKING HOUR! I am so sick of this babysitting shtick. I just want to leave.Whatever i only have a few more months to deal with this shit. I am still very bored. I just told my friend Katie that i like Robert and she thinks that's the coolest b/c she likes both of us. I think she's just trying to be nice, i love Katie. I kind of wish i didnt like Robert; i like just being friends with him b/c hes a genuinely cool guy. I noticed that i really do talk about him a lot, i think about him a lot too. It's quite annoying. i cant wait to get over it. I did concieve a plan w/ Jamall's help. Im supposed to invite him to ride in the limo Katie invited me to ride in. She just has to find out if it's okay w/ Nick 1st. So then i say "hey robert, how r u getting to prom. You should ride in the limo w/ me, katie, nick, racheal, and others" and if he says yes then it would be perfect b/c he's dateless as am I. It's a good plan i think, unless it goes as planned and then it's awkward in the limo. Like "hey am i supposed to be your date? Uggh!" I am so freakin pathetic. Anyway I read all these old magazines that i have and all these bands that i have just recently been listening to were mentioned int these magazines ex: Hot Hot Heat, Secret Machienes, The Mars Volta, Interpol, and others i just cant name them off the top. Well let me go wallow in bordem. I'll probably call somebody, damn im bored.