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[chaobella49]

so now I wonder...
what is YOUR
guilty pleasure?
do you choose
to peruse
through what could have been,
what was,
and what never really should have been.
Do you ever think
if only...?
Do you ever think about what would be
if you had only looked past
me?
Or why we even are so deep
because
sometimes I lose sleep
when you say
things were different before our day?
Oh yes, my love,
what are you trying to portray?
Or is it just my mind getting away
with me
saying that its time to just
remember that red lipstick
and glitter,
ah yes...
the glitter
like all those beautiful poems from the past
because I have no time to sit on my ass
and ponder how I can change to fit
that dream
since I'm hopelessly beautifully flawed.