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Okay - here's the truth of the matter. I have a crush on a boy. This is newsworthy. Why? Because I don't do this. I haven't had feelings for someone for... well, years is the figure coming to mind. I got used to being stood up, settling, and the ultimate failure of all things to do with romance or commitment. I've learned that you can rely on nobody. And I'm fairly jaded when it comes to romance. I can only in honest list three couples who have succeeded. Six people out of every person I've ever met.
So the truth of the matter is I'm terrified. I could so very easily let myself actually fall for someone. But I don't know that I want to... because all experience I have in these matters ends in destruction. I guess I always figured why start something when the end is inevitable?
Too young to be this jaded? Nawww...
So the truth of the matter is I'm terrified. I could so very easily let myself actually fall for someone. But I don't know that I want to... because all experience I have in these matters ends in destruction. I guess I always figured why start something when the end is inevitable?
Too young to be this jaded? Nawww...