May 16, 2008 11:09
me and jr hadnt hung out in a long while...even longer by ourselves and so i asked him when his next day off was and he had told me it was yesterday. so as i was drivin over from work i was tellin nellie how i wish it was jus us two...maybe even the baby but u know some bro/sis time...love ivory nothin against her ya know... so i get over there and i feed iyanna...shes so freakin precious all she was doing was looking at me. and she even smiled at me once...ADORABLE...brings such pleasure and makes me all happy inside ya know. and so then ivory and iyanna leave so she could go get her nails done...i was happy. so we watched a couple episodes of simpsons and then we went to my house. i had drinks there anyways so off we went and we had a few beers and did a lil bit of tokin and played darts. we had the loser do 10 pushups...if jr lost he did 20...and i won the first he won the 2nd and i won the last.
jr started spitting lyrically and i realized that he is better than i thought he was. and his delivery is on point...he looks u in the eye. thats whats up. at one point i thought we were gonna have to bring him early cuz ivory called and he went in the bathroom to talk to her(music was loud) and i was like gotta go? and he was like "nah, its like im chillin wit my sister right now" and that warmed my heart cuz it wasnt like im the only one feelin that way, ya know. and we listened to lil wayne the entire time he was there cuz he is goin to the concert soon and i think the sky is the limit was on and the part where he says dont worry bout mine cuz amma grind til i get it, sky is the limit...and i looked at him when i said it and he was like ill meet u there....thats whats up. i dont know my influence on him but he has a great effect on how i am and like since i got my re-up on my bro and im good wit nellie...and all else is good....i feel like i can conquer whatever i put my mind too and i love that feeling. its sorta like feeling invincible....right now im invincible
nellie,
jr