Pain, fatigue, and an emptiness resembling boredom/not-fitting-in
The updates you need:
1. I started working at OMYA. I like it...which is good considering how much effort went in to getting me this job.
2. I got my wisdom teeth out on Friday and I have been basically catatonic since then....
3. I'm old and feel unloved...
Yeah so I was reading through the old entries on my friends list and saw all the birthday announcement thingys for Becky. I love Becky but I'm kind of jealous of this. My birthday is coming soon and I know it will be forgotten if I don't tell everyone about it but you know what? Going around telling people it's my birthday is not very fun (experience from last year....not so grand).
Also, I feel left out from things....I don't really feel like I have any friends here anymore. I went to Becky's party and felt really awkward and didn't know what to talk about with anyone. What I really need is a party where we just talk really in depth about anything and everything and have a great time doing it. I hope it happens.
By the way, if you consider yourself a good enough friend of mine to have me as an LJ friend, we need to hang out this summer. I love you guys so much but I feel so distanced from you. Let's make some new inside jokes, eh?
Feel free to hit up the cell....if you need the number, IM me (KSGCloud6).
1. I started working at OMYA. I like it...which is good considering how much effort went in to getting me this job.
2. I got my wisdom teeth out on Friday and I have been basically catatonic since then....
3. I'm old and feel unloved...
Yeah so I was reading through the old entries on my friends list and saw all the birthday announcement thingys for Becky. I love Becky but I'm kind of jealous of this. My birthday is coming soon and I know it will be forgotten if I don't tell everyone about it but you know what? Going around telling people it's my birthday is not very fun (experience from last year....not so grand).
Also, I feel left out from things....I don't really feel like I have any friends here anymore. I went to Becky's party and felt really awkward and didn't know what to talk about with anyone. What I really need is a party where we just talk really in depth about anything and everything and have a great time doing it. I hope it happens.
By the way, if you consider yourself a good enough friend of mine to have me as an LJ friend, we need to hang out this summer. I love you guys so much but I feel so distanced from you. Let's make some new inside jokes, eh?
Feel free to hit up the cell....if you need the number, IM me (KSGCloud6).