FUCK!!!!

[channingslanina]

so i havent been on this thing in soo long.

I need to vent.
I hate my life. I do. I love Jon, yes, but things are sooo fucking complicated. I am so jealous because of Brandon mostly. He really made me crazy. I used to figure out his passwords and read shit that he wrote to other girls and freak out. And I think all that worrying and sneaky around

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[i_didnt__scream]

aww chan, you shouldnt worry about anything.
You and Jon have been together for a long ass time, I dont think he would ever do something to hurt you.
relationships are based on trust, you just gotta trust him and everything will be fine.

[channingslanina]

thanks. How have you been by the way??

[i_didnt__scream]

pretty good I suppose. Idk ha
i havent seen you is foreverrr

[ex_magicalw]

chandler...I hope you feel better. Quit worrying about all that. You should be enjoying time with him. Hell, like I can talk...I worry too. But it sounds like you've got yourself into a serious tizzy and that's no good.
Oh yeah I called your cell the other day and it wouldn't even ring, and then I called your house and your mom said she'd tell you I called.

[channingslanina]

haha my mom tell me you called...no way. lol Thanks for the advice. I'll call you later when it's not so early in the morning. lol

[mirandasolms]

i think it's a common reaction for girls to instantly believe that their boyfriends still retain the feelings they had for their ex-girlfriends. it's because we are all so insecure and incapable of fully believing that someone in this chaotic world could truly and totally love us. i think the boys secretly think the same thing about us, because no one can be too confident. but like kath said, enjoy your time with him, indulge in his breathtaking presence, and love him with all you have!

[channingslanina]

you're probably right...I'm just crazy. lol

[channingslanina]

you too. lol that's okay!