Jun 26, 2005 18:12
I was split into pieces recently so i went to go and gather as many as I could. I learned much in the time that I was away. Some of it i will share here, some of it should be saved or else this post will go on for pages..
First the sad..
A benevolent soul has passed on leaving all of his pain behind and I can take some small amount of comfort in this but I know that myself and many others will deeply miss the loyal and friendly Druid, may he rest in peace in the knowledge that he was truly loved and will be solemnly missed.
Friends will be moving, it is only a matter of time. I know people to whom love has been lost and now I am unemployed but by my own choice. The latter is not all bad in a few ways i am glad that it is over but there are certainly people and things i will miss about my old job.
Life goes on and i know that as long as I remain here in the land of the living i can only expect more change. It feels as though i have been away, away from my physical self. On a much needed personal journey for the past few months and I hope that there are no hard feelings. There are many people who will read this that i miss and look forward to talking to and seeing again for it feels as though it has been years and quite honestly there are voices and faces i've missed.
Happiness may be found where you least expect it.
I was very excited to hear about the new kitten and am looking to meeting him. I can't wait to go to the CTRF i know that it will be a blast. Of course Masterredmage's graduation is to be noted here. Congratulations again my friend. As I said in a reply to someones post i experienced much more pride on my graduation day than initially expected. Then again i had to fight to earn that diploma, serve extra time and there was a point in time when i had no lunch. Heh (a small smile crept up on me) I can remember a time when my mother was sure that I had no chance. She was so sure that i had screwed up SOO badly my freshman year that graduation seemed like an impossibility for me in her mind. Ahh memories..
I very rarely go out of my way to prove people wrong but that was my big exception.
So although this comes much later than it should have here it is. My eyes are open and my ears are listening. My eyes focused straight ahead of me as if should i kept them there long enough and looked hard enough they would reveal to me the future. My ears listen to the whispering winds, reveling in thier songs that ride atop these winds of change.
My best wishes to anyone who reads this post. Never let go of your hopes and dreams. These are the only 2 luxuries that mankind possesses that cannot be TAKEN from us by others.