Jul 27, 2004 01:47
Err I am sick as a dog and I can't sleep at all. My throat feels like its all dried up and it hurts. My nose hurts from blowing it so much. The medicine I took is tripping me out cause I am soppose to be asleep by now haha. It makes me feel better though. I hate breathing through my mouth cause then I cough all the time :(
My mother broke up with her boyfriend today. It was really sad cause they broke up cause Ken didn't like me. I guess in his eyes I am a spoiled , faggy child. To put in his words. I know mom loved him though except for when he made fun of me. So I do feel bad to the point I was begging her not to. She said she couldnt deal with the stress. That made me feel a lot better. Mom was thrashing around the picnic table and chairs outside. She thought I didnt notice but it was kind of obvious when a chair goes flying past the window. She went in her room and I could hear her crying and she told me to go away. I am goanna do anything I can to make her feel better and stress free.
My ex girlfriend is telling me she still loves me. Its hard to tell someone you use to love that you dont want to be together anymore. I dont want to hurt her at all cause shes a wonderful girl. I miss her a lot and I hope she comes and visits me. I also hope she moves on cause I have someone else I am trying to establish a relationship with. Lilly I love you more then you know so please dont hate me. I hope the person I like will soon return the feelings.
**stephen**