As Simple As I Can I Will Tell You The Difference.......

[chandler_is_emo]

So ever so often I get the urge to write in this thing and that urge hit me like a ton a bricks today.
I talk mostly to myself on here but its nice to let my closest and greatest friends know whats going on with me as well.

I am trying to find "Me" again.
I mean you should all by now know the story but quick recap:I got cheated on and thus got my heart broken once again.
But honestly I wasnt expecting the heartache to make me into the person I am at the moment.
I hardly ever leave the house which for me is very odd.
I dont hang out with my friends as much at all.
I havent even writin a song about the whole mess yet,I mean I have some words down its more of thoughts on paper than a song.
I am hardly talking about the whole thing,my feelings,the thoughts,not saying a word.
I am being a better son and brother to my family so thats at least one good thing to report.

I dont know whats going on.
I ignore everyone,blow people that really care about me off in a heartbeat,short with the best of friends anyone could ever have.
I see Clayton at meeting but other then that I dont talk to Seth that much or Travis or Ross,Jake,Denise or anyone.
ITs soo crazy to me to wake up and not want to see anyone or talk to anyone or anything at all.
I sit in my p.j.'s all day if I can.
I rent tons of movies and listen to my iPod nonstop.
I work,come home,eat,watch tv or a movie,go to bed listening to my ipod and start the day over again.
But I am saving some money which is good for a guy quickly running out of work for the winter time.

Someone tell me what the hell is wrong with me and if you have noticed this about me recently or if you have anything at all to say.

HELP!