Tears stream down
Well he made his decision, he chose Ally. I can't keep letting myself get hurt like this. I mean, where are all the atleast halfway decent men? And why cant I find them?
He and I were talking, I flat out asked him who he liked more... and he said Ally... he said i still have a chance but... I give up... thats it... any chance of me and him is now over... Now i cant even go in my normal chat room because they are always there and are all..."i love you" "i love you more" "no i love you more" ... i cant take it... so yea... life has hit a rock bottom moment...
I dont know what to do with myself anymore ... all i feel is pain... and it sucks... the hurt is just so great... i dont even want to get out of bed in the morning...
I need to go... ill write... whenever..
He and I were talking, I flat out asked him who he liked more... and he said Ally... he said i still have a chance but... I give up... thats it... any chance of me and him is now over... Now i cant even go in my normal chat room because they are always there and are all..."i love you" "i love you more" "no i love you more" ... i cant take it... so yea... life has hit a rock bottom moment...
I dont know what to do with myself anymore ... all i feel is pain... and it sucks... the hurt is just so great... i dont even want to get out of bed in the morning...
I need to go... ill write... whenever..