Souled Me
So, I'm souled Buffy again, am I meant to feel this weird? This disconnected?
Hopefully so, if not, whoops? But seriously, I am really grateful to everyone who was involved, Angel, Giles, Wesley, Spike and even Faith for attempting to kick the crap out of Sebastian for me, when she found out. So thank you to all of you, I really really appreciate everything you've done for me, and I am REALLY sorry for anything I might have said or done when I was making with the soul'less, that's of course, if it was bad.
I heard something, I think from Angel but I didn't catch it, I was throwing up at the time, so I wasn't really listening, maybe everyone else can fill me in? I'll worry about it later, for now, I'm just going to think about everything that's happened and especially on this note, the soul'less me left for me, it has a lot of valid points and I really need to consider something. Something I never thought I would be considering but the being soul'less thing has given me a lot to think about, about the things I hide and the things I lie to myself about.
I'm going to go for a walk, I haven't been out of this house in days, weeks maybe? I just need some fresh air, to clear my head and get back to feeling like me again.
Hopefully so, if not, whoops? But seriously, I am really grateful to everyone who was involved, Angel, Giles, Wesley, Spike and even Faith for attempting to kick the crap out of Sebastian for me, when she found out. So thank you to all of you, I really really appreciate everything you've done for me, and I am REALLY sorry for anything I might have said or done when I was making with the soul'less, that's of course, if it was bad.
I heard something, I think from Angel but I didn't catch it, I was throwing up at the time, so I wasn't really listening, maybe everyone else can fill me in? I'll worry about it later, for now, I'm just going to think about everything that's happened and especially on this note, the soul'less me left for me, it has a lot of valid points and I really need to consider something. Something I never thought I would be considering but the being soul'less thing has given me a lot to think about, about the things I hide and the things I lie to myself about.
I'm going to go for a walk, I haven't been out of this house in days, weeks maybe? I just need some fresh air, to clear my head and get back to feeling like me again.