Love, My Love; Hear My Trembling Heart
Genre: Romance, implied smut/sex
Type: Song ficlet
Characters: Junsu
Pairings: Junsu-centric
Rating: PG-15
Warnings: Implied BDSM
Synopsis: When Junsu's first encounter with the mysterious man in the local bar turns into an intoxicating routine, and how he realized that love might just not be separated from lust.
A/N: Original song is 'Trembling' by Eye to Eye. Eng credits to: pop!gasa. Inspired by Junsu's performance of Intoxication.
Love, My Love; Hear My Trembling Heart
Your eyes toward me are trembling
Even if you don't say it, I know everything
In my ear is your sweet whispers
With your entire body, you want me
The first time, Junsu was half-wasted, swaying to the song being played by the live band; with both eyes closed, Junsu grooved to the beat like he always do, enjoying himself as much as he could in that state.
Then he felt it, the teasing fingers running up and down his sides, the light breathing on his exposed neck. The blonde attempt to turn around, but the fingers held on to his waist tightly, and Junsu ended up reaching back, linking his arms around the neck of the stranger. The duo remained in that intimate position for some moments, grinding close to each other, with the stranger whispering what exactly, Junsu could not remember when he turned sober, but he recalled giggling like a fangirl, swooning to the sweet nothings. He knew that the dance was going to be a fatal attraction, but he could not help getting intoxicated by the complete stranger.
My love - please do not hesitate
My heart - feel my breath a bit closer
My burning heart, oh this sincere melody
My love, only for you - please hold me
Junsu woke up, body pleasantly sore on a comfortable bed that he knew wasn't his despite his splitting headache, the thread-count too high to be the one at his home. He blinked once, twice more, and slowly got off his bed, cursing at the number of missed calls from his phone, mainly from his manager and his band mates. Junsu moaned, the chucked the phone aside, deciding to throw his responsibilities for one day.
And even as his eyes fluttered close for his much needed sleep, the headache in a tow, he could never forget those teasing fingers, the sexy husky voice and that all too familiar, beautiful eyes of the attractive stranger.
Please hold me, embrace my shoulders
Do you feel my heart getting a bit deeper?
No one ones, it's our own secret
It's a beautiful night with you, my only one in the world
Junsu didn't know when, but it became their routine. Every last Wednesday of the month in the down-town pub. Junsu would enter first, drinking a cup just enough to loosen up and warmed up enough to dance without a care.
The pub would be nearly empty, the live band would be playing sensual songs, and he would always come.
Before he knew it, Junsu could already imagine those fingers working magic on him, touching him in all the right places, making him moan as they rock against each other, reaching his climax.
Each time, the stranger would always take him to different places for their nights. Junsu would always be pleasantly surprised when his blindfold is uncovered; when his eyes adjusted to the darkness in the room boasting a great overview of the whole of Seoul. And as bright as the beautiful lights on the Seoul streets, are the pair of eyes the stranger possess, beautiful, bright and shining with lust as he goes down on the blonde, teasing him endlessly while Junsu could do nothing but to moan and beg and moan as his hands rattled the tight handcuffs in a desperate plea.
And with each encounter, Junsu's heart gave a little piece of it away.
You, only you can open me up
Yes, just like that
"Oh god," the husky voice moaned into Junsu's ears as the smaller one bucked up in response, his mouth gagged from saying anything. The man lifted Junsu up and thrust home, mouth set on marking the beautiful body below him and Junsu's eyes rolled back with his approaching climax.
Once the gagged was tugged off, Junsu's mewls filled the room. "More, more, please! Oh, I-I love you!"
My love - your lips come closer to my side
My heart - is this trembling a rhythm of magic?
Our shadows have become one and are dancing
Please don't stop this night
The next month, the stranger didn't turn up, and for the first time, Junsu almost got himself wasted for real, wondering if he had crossed the border, his heart feeling lonely and empty.
But the following month, he appeared again; Junsu can recognise those slick fingers anytime, and the heart he thought was broken was pieced back with each loving kiss running down his neck, his heart thumping in his chest.
Please hold me, embrace my shoulders
Do you feel my heart getting a bit deeper?
Only you will know my every secret
Don't forget this moment of love
Junsu vaguely thought he must be crazy as the stranger shoved his tongue into his mouth, the intoxicating taste of vodka and vanilla sending waves of ecstasy down his spine. How could he lust after someone, love after someone without even knowing his real name?
But when the stranger hit that single spot, his eyes going black for a second, Junsu decided, that he just doesn't care. He doesn't care if he ends up heart-broken and abandon, all he knew is that he love the vaguely-there touches and rough kisses, and he needed it, all of it.
And before he fell into deep slumber that very night, did he hear something he dare not wish for.
"I love you, Junsu-ah."
Please hold me, embrace my shoulders
Do you feel my heart getting a bit deeper?
No one ones, it's our own secret
Please sing me a song that's only for you and me
Remember this trembling of today
"Morning, Junsu-ah."
Junsu rubbed the sleepiness in his eyes, pushing his team-mate away in annoyance, groaning as a sharp pain hit his back as he tried to turn away. Only then did Junsu opened his eyes in an instant, groaning yet again as the bright sunlight shone right on his face. The other laughed, amused at his actions, and Junsu pouted in response.
When he finally opened his eyes yet again, he thought he saw an angel.
"Yah, why are you crying? I know what I did was wrong, and I shouldn't do this and I, but I just-"
Junsu grabbed the other man and kissed him, shutting him instantly, and moaning into the kiss. Junsu wiped his tears of happiness; he'd been waiting too long, fearful of what he had previously suspected to be a mere illusion.
And when he knew that it wasn't an illusion, it invoked a different reaction as he initially thought he would have had.
"I love you, pabo." Junsu whispered, idly drawing circles on the other man's chest, feeling more than hearing his laughter.
"And I love you too, my angel."
Remember this trembling
END
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A/N: Originally planned Junsu's story to be Davichi & T-ara's 'We Were In Love', but I just heard this song and after reading the lyrics I just knew I have to write a songfic for this.:) Hoped you guys liked it!
Comments are much love~ :D