An epiphany...or something.

[chamomile7]

I've realized why I spend (waste) so much time on the internet: I'm lonely. This makes me feel very pathetic. I know it's my own fault for feeling like this, too. I never call anyone, so I never go out and do anything. There's a more complicated reason behind never calling people, though. I don't want to bother them. This means my self esteem is not what it should be, or what I pretend it is. I'm not very happy with myself right now.
Also, happy belated birthday, dragonflymusic! I suck for not calling you. I'll try to soon.