Jul 13, 2006 00:33
SEX.
That's right, I said it.
Soo yesterday I saw a friend,like i mentioned in the last post, for the first time all summer. All she talked about was sex. I miss the goofy,more innocent,less glamorous memory I have of her last year.Essentially, before sex. Does anyone remember that time when deep connections didn't actually have to be intimate? Maybe for some people sex is like crystal meth and gives them a euphoria unrivaled by any other aspect of life. And then outside the bedroom when it comes time to talk to people in hookah bars who are clothed,unwilling to make you orgasm, chatting about summer jobs, it all seems so desperatly dull and grey.UNtil a group of boys unvite you over to their table to smoke with them and their freinds, and suddenly you liven up,have opinions, and a personality that you neglected to share with the girls.
For some people, sex changed absolutly nothing about their relationship and didn't affect their freindships even in teh slightest. For others, it's becomes an all consuming addiction.Like her.Her skin changed,her body changed,her personality and interests changed,all to cater to sex. I think she lost herself in themidst of this transformation.
( blue and will, again, its not you guys haha, no confusion)