Lazy
I had a goal to journal every 3-4 days. Some of those entries would be friends only or for just for me, but at the very least I would write a gratitude list. I wrote an entry at the beginning of the month along these same lines. I just keep forgetting to write.
I've gotten even lazier than my typical self, which is pretty lazy to begin with. I have no real need to keep a schedule in my day so I don't. Today I was up at 7:30 am to close all the windows to keep the cool in and feed the dog. I read my online comics and made
chalain breakfast when he got up. After Chalain left for work I curled up with my book and read for half an hour then dozed in our recliner until 11:00 am. I'm still in my pajamas and it's noon. This is beginning to be a regular habit for me. I feel guilty and self indulgent but not enough to force a habit of being up and dressed earlier. And I guess I need to force that habit.
It's pretty pathetic when you sound like you're whining about your own laziness.
My plan will be to get in the shower as soon as Chalain is out the door for work. His morning schedule is pretty flexible but he's usually out the door before 9:15 am. And I need to do my housework before I get to read my book or play games on the computer. Work before play, what a novel idea. I need to learn to be self motivated because I am now my own boss, and I'm not doing a very good job.
And now that I've wasted even more time, I really should get going.
I've gotten even lazier than my typical self, which is pretty lazy to begin with. I have no real need to keep a schedule in my day so I don't. Today I was up at 7:30 am to close all the windows to keep the cool in and feed the dog. I read my online comics and made
chalain breakfast when he got up. After Chalain left for work I curled up with my book and read for half an hour then dozed in our recliner until 11:00 am. I'm still in my pajamas and it's noon. This is beginning to be a regular habit for me. I feel guilty and self indulgent but not enough to force a habit of being up and dressed earlier. And I guess I need to force that habit.
It's pretty pathetic when you sound like you're whining about your own laziness.
My plan will be to get in the shower as soon as Chalain is out the door for work. His morning schedule is pretty flexible but he's usually out the door before 9:15 am. And I need to do my housework before I get to read my book or play games on the computer. Work before play, what a novel idea. I need to learn to be self motivated because I am now my own boss, and I'm not doing a very good job.
And now that I've wasted even more time, I really should get going.