POWERCUT! fucking run laura!
bleurgh.
yesterday i spent half an hour/an hour sat on the floor of the disabled toilet at college because i was so alone.
i have so much homework to catch up on and shit lessons tomorrow. and absolutely NO MONEY. AT ALL. i'm £10.80 in debt to becky and £20 in debt to laura. and as my family are poor due to my dad spending all the money on the wedding they just can't afford, i have now waited three months for a pair of jeans i desparately need because i look like a tramp. maybe im just superficial and selfish but it seems like there's always money for maisie to have new clothes and toys and for them to go out all the time but i have to wait until monday to pay back money i promised to give tomorrow. so im a tramp who's also a a bad friend.
my life now consists of college, tidying up the house (because of course i'm the adult), looking after maisie and trying to have a social life and relationship when i have the energy/can afford to/am allowed to by my unnecessarily overprotective/control freak dad.
like i said...bleurgh
yesterday i spent half an hour/an hour sat on the floor of the disabled toilet at college because i was so alone.
i have so much homework to catch up on and shit lessons tomorrow. and absolutely NO MONEY. AT ALL. i'm £10.80 in debt to becky and £20 in debt to laura. and as my family are poor due to my dad spending all the money on the wedding they just can't afford, i have now waited three months for a pair of jeans i desparately need because i look like a tramp. maybe im just superficial and selfish but it seems like there's always money for maisie to have new clothes and toys and for them to go out all the time but i have to wait until monday to pay back money i promised to give tomorrow. so im a tramp who's also a a bad friend.
my life now consists of college, tidying up the house (because of course i'm the adult), looking after maisie and trying to have a social life and relationship when i have the energy/can afford to/am allowed to by my unnecessarily overprotective/control freak dad.
like i said...bleurgh