i guess life can go my way...
at times anyway.... i had the funnest time from sunday night... till wednesday morning.. I went out to Chelles house sunday night and spent the night.... i loved it.. i got to hold my baby all night.. literaly.. i don't think we moved all that much.. it was sooooo nice just to hold her again... i took her to the Dr the next day and then we went back out to my house that night.. and she stayed the night... which is un-fucking-believeable!! cos my mom NEVER lets anybody stay!! And she stayed the night hung out with ma and i the next day.. came to Amtgard with us.. and then stayed the night again!! She was there when i got elected to Regent at Amtgard.. and then when we went home i did a quick breakfast for dinner thing at like 10:30 at night.. and we went to bed... but didn't get to sleep till almost 1.. i had fun while she was here.. i wish i oculd be more open about my sexuality around my mother.. but as it is, shes getting there in excepting me.. but i wish i could just be me. It will take me a while... but i'll get there.... and another thing happened..but it was last night late.... first.. a friend of mine is having a REALLY hard time with her bf right now.. and hes beinga dick by what hes doin.. and its pissin me off bad... i don't know what to tell her.. or how to help.. and another thing was brought up.. the subject of a 3-sum... now to me that sounds like fun.. but i know my gf isn't to fond of the idea...... i don't think it would be fun becos i don't think shes good enough in bed..... shes one of the best! and she has no reason WHAT SO EVER to think other wise.. but i think shes self-concious... i would love to have a 3-sum (NO MEN!!) and let her have a hella good time.. cos the 3-sum would revolve around her.. but im happy if she dosen't want to have one.. i can deal. I love her to much to let it bother me if she doesn't want to. ok... im rambeling now.... i'll be back possiably later
Smurf ya Then
Smurf ya Then