pissy/...and pissed off...
ok..im done...fuck relationships....fuck love...fuck every thing!!! I tried my fucking hardest to love somebody.. but its hard to love when you don't know what love is.... i have never know HOW to love... it was something i was never taught.. and honestly there are only 4 ppl i will honestly say that i love, and i DARE somebody to mess with them... im done being walked on because im nice.. because i have 'no temper'.. oooh, i have a temper.. and im done hiding it... i won't hide it ANYMORE!! When you were taught to hate... and be cold.. have a steel wall around ur heart and not let anyone in because they can and WILL hurt you.. it hard to LEARN to love.. and i will say this one thing..... i am done with relationships.. im SO fucking close to moving back in with my Uncle in Vegas and (as i see it.. cos i obviously fucked up here fucked BAD) doing what i do best... Fucking other ppl up... and getting paid for it!!!