*sigh*

[chaind2cerberus]

I missed him so much today....and I hate myself for it. B/c he's moved on, he never feels that way. And it's not like that..I just miss his friendship. After being so used to having someone there, to pick up the phone and call whenever the feeling arose, and actually have them answer, for so many years..and then suddenly that's gone...and

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[_misanthropist_]

*hug* The best thing is to wipe off the tears as much as you can and hang up the things you had for him as best as possible. Doll yourself up, do what you've always wanted to do and enjoy the freedom that comes with what you have now. Soak in the summer as much as you can. Cherish the real friends that you have and love them like you did him. Your real friends are the ones holding you up when you need some support, we love you. No hook ups or hang ups, just pure fucking love for who you are.

I want to see you happy again, I could tell you were a bit uneasy at Uncle's... I wouldn't try and rush out to find a guy to cling to (you're not that type of girl anyhow). But rather ride the once violently emotional waves out. Smooth sailing to the beach and find yourself in the calm. And when you see a shell that interests you in the sands, pick it up and polish it off, who knows what it might be... Just avoid the oysters and sharks teeth.. Ouch.

*hug* I don't want to sound typical, but I'm always here if you need to talk... Or do anything else! *winkwink*