Feb 27, 2005 11:20
So yeah this was my last night!!
I worked until 7 and I was supposed to go to the movies with Shawn but I couldn't get a hold of any body so I was about to leave and go home when Shawn came walking over to me . . . all calm and collected. LoL But we ended up going to the pool hall with Jeff and Shawns friend Rob. We played pool for about a half an hour and then Paul called and I invited him to play with us.
Well he came and we played Pool for about an hour, and it was kinda tense!! Well I knew it would be when I invited him but I want to be friends with all of them, you know, and I'm not going to not hang out with one of them just because another one is there. Jeff Is being unbelievably cool about the entire thing. He was tellin me that he thinks Shawn is really cool and he considers Shawn a friend. Which is exactly what I want. Jeff is my best friend and he always will have a special place in my heart!! We went through hell and back together and I'll never forget what he's done for me!!!
Anywho after Paul left Rob, Jeff, Shawn and me all went and hung out at Shawns house and hung out for awhile. We just listened to music and ate cold chinese food. Jeff and I had to leave at around 12, so I was home at around 12:15!!
So on a worse note things are horrible and just getting worse with my folks. My dad is supposedly moving to florida and I'm glad he can just drop off the face of the earth and disappear. I'm just soo sick of everything lately. My sister will come home and bitch and then leave, my brother Tim is just a selfish asshole, and well the only one whos actually ok is my mom but I never see her now b/c I'm always out and shes got classes to nights a week. Its just idk werid!!
So my birthday is only a few days away. Only 8 more days until my 18th birthday!!! WOOOHOOO lol i'ma be 18!!!! So excited!!!! I'm not really gunna be doin anything special ON my birthday but on March 11 Jeff and I are having a conjoined birthday party!! His birthday is the 13th and mines the 8th and we don't have school on the eleventh so its a perfect day to dedicate to Celebrating our birthdays!!! LoL
Well ima go now!! Talk to ya'll later!!