Regrets
Its been a year.. maybe more since I've posted here and I'm not quite sure what to say. A lot has happened, both good and bad.. mostly good. Although this last month has hit me with a loop I'm not sure I'm prepared for. I'm not happy with where I am in my life currently. That's a situation which has been looming over me for nearly a year now. Some might think I'm an overachiver, but I honestly thought I would have been further along by now. Parents provide a great deal of pressure when concerning this particular issue. Shortly after halloween I learned that I might have to move to New York although, I'm not so sure when that will occur. As of now it looks like early may. So with all of this stress, work, college, moving, I learned of my dad's condition right before christmas. As it turns out he has an agressive form of cancer which the doctor believes has already spread to his bones.. the scan from the 27th revealed spots in his skull and lungs and for the first time those little things like college and career dont seem to be so important. I'm afraid for a different reason. I'm terrified I dont have much time left with him and I've wasted the time I could have had..