Yoohye;; POV

Did you know that as time progressed I became numb, my heart did. Did you ever feel sorry for all the things you caused? I actually wanted for time to stop when I were happy. Ridiculous, I know. But that sort of illusion was better. It made me believe that it wasn’t so bad.

I was always afraid of losing you. Did you know that?

Death, I ( Read more... )

Yoohye;; POV

I refused to see the fact that I could never have you. You were too lost in that world. That world of pain. Were you happy in that state? Your smile lit up my dark world. Though, you engulfed that happiness at once. You couldn’t stand the sight of me being happy, right?

Why couldn’t my feelings be mirrored. Why couldn’t you feel the same ( Read more... )

JongUp;; POV

The droplets of tears that fell from your saddened eyes caused my heart to exhilarate. It was like a poison, a drug that I wanted more of. It was a feeling of euphoria. With a racing pulse would I humiliate you. Was your heart really that pure? Didn’t you understand what I were doing? Obviously not. Not that it was of any importance, it ( Read more... )

Yoohye;; POV

Every day was an on-going war. A constant struggle. I understand that now, but not then. You shot me down like a soldier, and I would fall deep. But at least I weren’t worthless. You didn’t even try to push me away. Instead did you only draw me closer. It came to a point where I thought I would drown in my own misery. But I never wanted ( Read more... )

Yoohye;; POV

The step into the first stage was probably when you made a total fool out of me in front of your friends. Do you remember that day? I know I still do. Do you know why? Because that was the day that I, for the first time, wondered whether you truly loved me or not. I hesitated that second. Though, you comforted me the moment you saw that ( Read more... )

Title: Black Soul
Author: chaeyo
Pairing: JongUp (B.A.P) & OC
Rating/Genre: pg-13 / sad, angst
Warning: Character death.
Disclaimer: I only own the OC and the story plot.
Summary: Looking back at the past the two of them share their thoughts of the destructive relationship they once had.

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Yoohye;; POV

You understood perfectly, didn’t you? ( Read more... )