i'm excited
tomorrow i start my volunteer job! i'll be at a medical clinic that treats people who don't have any insurance or such. people who really need a break! that's what i used to hate about my job when i billed insurance, i'd get mad cuz i'd see so many people having to pay out of their own pocket (and they had to pay more than the insurance companies did!). so this will kind of be my way of helping that situation.
tomorrow is also 2 1/2 years that chad has been gone. i miss him so very much. sometimes it feels impossible that i can go on living without him, that it's been so long since i've felt his hug. i miss his funny grin, his silly jokes, his loud music, his love.....i miss everything about him. i want him back!
i just hope he's proud of me for graduating and starting a volunteer job. i wish he were here to talk to :(
tomorrow is also 2 1/2 years that chad has been gone. i miss him so very much. sometimes it feels impossible that i can go on living without him, that it's been so long since i've felt his hug. i miss his funny grin, his silly jokes, his loud music, his love.....i miss everything about him. i want him back!
i just hope he's proud of me for graduating and starting a volunteer job. i wish he were here to talk to :(