Jul 10, 2006 13:48
well I was upset yesterday, cried while gettin ready for work and on my way there, but since then I haven't and i know that I won't anymore.
It hit me hard this mornin when I woke up and realized that I wasn't going to be callin him for a morning wakeup call.
Ever since I have been home, he has been a part of me. I have been looking forward to seeing him and now its weird that when I am in town in 13 days, that we probably won't see eachother. I don't know what will happen when I get there. He may see me everyday and change his mind.
We really never got to have a relationship, one in which we are physically together for a while. We started talkin for 3 weeks and i left. THings may start over, they may not. To me, it is pretty much up to him since he couldn't take the distance anymore and that his feelings had changed to a certain extent. I was always able to tell that the distance took a toll on him and he just couldn't take it anymore. I hope he realizes at some point the girl he let go.
Well I got home at 5 this mornin. Adam and I talked for 6 hours. We have a lot of odd things in common. My parents were freakin out because i didn't call to let them know i was going to be home later than normal. Whatever.
I have talked about this before. It seems like I am always with a guy (which i guess is true) but I don't feel like I should be single just for the sake of bein single unless I need it! I love being in relationships. I an naturally a relationship gal. Its how i roll
I got a 89 and a 90 on my last two chemistry tests!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have my chemistry and history finals tomorrow and thats it! I will have 87 of my 156 hours! THen I have to get crackin on my volunteer hour shit for tep.
Yesterday at work a guy was checkin out and after he gave me his money and the register was open, he wanted to give me a different bill instead. I said "this one will work." but he still exchanged one bill for the other. Then one of his friends said, "They can't count money. As soon as the cash register is open, they can't figure out how much to give you if you change it on em at the last minute." RUDE ASS! I said, "Excuse me sir, but that was really rude. REALLY rude." Then the original guy asked," Do you go to the UNiversity of Alabama?" (I wear a UA lanyard with my nametag at work) and I said, "Yes I do. I am a junior and I can count money. Here's your change $2.12"
BOO YA
Im a strong girl.
I roll with the punches.
I roll with the tide. (haha)
And sometimes I just dont know anymore.