Sep 29, 2007 04:15
I've said this line a lot but i mean what i say and i mean for it to mean something to you. I always have been, and i always will be there for you, but sometimes i just want to be there with you. I don't know this other guy but i know you. You have the most likable personality and it's a wonder why you don't have more friends because the ones you do have are very close to you. You have a great sense of humor which everyone looks for but how many people can laugh together to screwed up porn videos and anti-climactic jokes? You have an artistic eye and by that i mean you have something within you that allows you to see the world in a different way, a more beautiful way and i can't tell you how refreshing it is to know someone like that, someone like you. You're everything that matters in a human being. You are are everything i look for in someone i want to be with. You're so beautiful and you write about such beautiful things and hope to find someone who will show you all of these things. I'm not saying i am the one to show you the world but i'm happy to share a sunset or enjoy the rain with you. Like i said i don't know this guy but i know enough about you to say that he isn't right for you, i'm not telling you that i am the right one for you but you sure as hell are the one i want to be with and i wish i had the strength to tell this to you at your door step but that would be too bold, there is chance that it would go over great and i would open your eyes to something that has been there for the longest time. It would be a lot to throw into someones face all at once and there is a chance that it could hurt them but i don't know maybe if i'm ready to show you this i will. I'm not ready right now, i'm not ready to tell you how to live your life and i'm not selfish enough to tell you to be with me.