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well, its late, im extremely drunk, and im not quite tired yet, so i figured id try to update this thingy. Forgive any lack of coherensy and any typos, as they will inevitably occur if they havent already. I went to a party tonight at the senior class presidents house. It was loads of fun. I had an obscene amount of beer. This semester is looking okay thus far. Time for some updates. I dumped my girlfriend as soon as i got back. I did it in person and it went surprisingly well. The fact that she saw it coming prevented tears and questions of why. Thus i am single which is a good thing. As shallow as it may sound, i basically just looking for a casual relationship at this point. If something special comes along id give it a try, but for the most part i'm just kinda looking to have a littel fun. Considering my past two relatiionships havent been too grand, one ending in the girl picking another guy over me two days after she said she chose me, the other with a three month relationship with someone about as bright as the darkest pit in hell, i suppose its understandable that im hesitant to jump into a relationship. Break was good. I saw the people i wanted to see, with the exception of one. Some people have already changed..or at least left me to the cobwebs in the back of their minds. It was good to see my friends..bran recorded something fantastic which i now have on tape....I've developed a crush on this gorgeous girl whos completely out of my leauge and assumingly has littel to no intrest in me...how familiar. Alcohol makes the continuously bleak realities ive been facing lately seem less harmful. Ive still got my best friends back home, ive got my lesbians, ive got my queers, and ive got a few straight gals....but im still looking for something else....