As much as I love the Boy, I would very much like more time to be a girl with some other of the female gender. It's been nearly a year since I really got to do that for more than ramble at the hobbit for a couple of hours one night out of a month and a half, and I think it's finally taking its toll on me. In part, I blame my work hours. 13 hour ( Read more... )

I now have the apartment all to myself for the three days that I work. It's actually pretty scary because it sounds like the neighbors are not neighbors at all and are actually opening and closing doors that will lead to me. I have to get up at 4:20 in the morning to head off to work before the sun ever rises and I'm just waiting for my encounter ( Read more... )

So. Snow of doom. Glad I don't live up north anymore, hur hur. Nebraska had more snow this year than they have since the winter before I was born. For those of you who do live in death snow, please refrain from the death part and try to be extra careful so that you stay safe while operating heavy machinery. Or in general. I've known most of ( Read more... )

I should stop pouring boiling water on the inside of my wrist.

( In which I ramble about Pokemon of all things. )

Sleep deprivation makes me hate myself. I'd nap, but I'm too cold.

I am cold. I am unhappy about the cold. My muscles are all cramping up and I'm sitting around wearing my gigantic headphones as earmuffs. My tea gets cold before I can drink it. The cats are useless as lap cats since they only hang around for three minutes or so at a go. I'm under a blanket, but my arms are still cold. Nevertheless, I don't ( Read more... )

Me: *watching a movie, drinking some tea*
Outside: *CRASH CLANK CLANK*
Me: .... video game?
Outside: *Final Fantasy victory theme!*
Me: ..... EH? O_o *pauses movie, is suuuure the noises are from outside*
Outside: *CRASH CLANK CLANK*
Me: .... *peeks out window* ... oh. Dude in stairwell is staring at hands. I GET IT. HE IS PLAYING ( Read more... )

You know how sometimes your brain comes up with an idea and it's not always possible to prove or disprove if the idea is true or not? Mine does this often. Usually when I'm in no position to figure it out. It's like it KNOWS and is out to get me.

In other news, Chrono Trigger DS! They retranslated it. I could tell three lines in. It took daltontrix at ( Read more... )

Me: *sitting around waiting and staring at wrists* You know, if I were ever going to commit suicide, I'd just slice those very visible blue veins open. .... vzzakzzavyaaaa. *shuddercringe*

And that, folks, is why it'll never happen. Sorry to dash your dreams. Now excuse me while I go lotion my ass.