I'm broken and bloody.
I seem to find myself yet again lying here broken and bloody fighting for what I love while you're out there cheering on my enemies. Why do I always find myself in this situation? What did I do to deserve betrayal? I look back at everything now and see that this has all been some game of cat and mouse and I'm the cat in a corner chasing my tail. All I've ever wanted from you was love and commitment. Defend me to those that strike me down in your presence. Show me this way that you love me, because your love is as foreign to me as God.
I seem to find myself all to often searching for your love and acceptance and find nothing but locked doors and empty halls in your heart. I'm lost in your world. I've lost my way back to mine. I've given up my life for a life with you a chance at something great and I'm let down over and over. I've slipped into this hole looking up at you trying to reach for you to help me and you just look down at me with disgust and resentment.
Still I'm here. Waiting for you to turn and see me standing here behind you. All I've wanted is to be at your side and not left behind, but for you I will settle for last place. Behind you and everything else more important to you. I'll continue to follow you into whatever battle you fight and be your scapegoat. I'll continue to show you how much I love you. I'll continue to fight for you until I'm broken and bloody on the floor while you turn your enemies on me. I'll never leave you alone broken and bloody lying on the floor. I'll never leave you. I'm always here behind you waiting for you to turn and see me. I love you.
I seem to find myself all to often searching for your love and acceptance and find nothing but locked doors and empty halls in your heart. I'm lost in your world. I've lost my way back to mine. I've given up my life for a life with you a chance at something great and I'm let down over and over. I've slipped into this hole looking up at you trying to reach for you to help me and you just look down at me with disgust and resentment.
Still I'm here. Waiting for you to turn and see me standing here behind you. All I've wanted is to be at your side and not left behind, but for you I will settle for last place. Behind you and everything else more important to you. I'll continue to follow you into whatever battle you fight and be your scapegoat. I'll continue to show you how much I love you. I'll continue to fight for you until I'm broken and bloody on the floor while you turn your enemies on me. I'll never leave you alone broken and bloody lying on the floor. I'll never leave you. I'm always here behind you waiting for you to turn and see me. I love you.