Well hello Live Journal
Such an amazingly awesome weekend! This may sound like the biggest loser thing to say but I'm so excited that I have friends!
Last summer sucked, beyond sucked, it was the worst it could be. After Carm and I broke up I did everything I could when we were at home to avoid seeing him.... because of course I was still in love with him and I would be pathetic, ask for him back, get rejected, and cry myself off to sleep... So this meant having exactly two friends- Sheri and Katie (thanks gals). I always felt like he stole all of our friends away from me. That was last summer. And I'm aware that it's not quite the ball of fun it should've been. That's why I never used to look forward to being home- because being home meant being lonely. Thank god I moved, at least that gave me something to get my mind off it awhile.
Then comes this summer... rocking new boyfriend, awesome job, fun basement to play in, friends who live closer to my new house, and fun. Thank freaking god.
I just wanted to say that I would love to run home now and call up some old friends that will hopefully become new friends again and chill out until wee hours in the morning. I really miss everyone that I used to hang out with back in high school, and I'm sorry that I ran off last summmer, because running away was the only way I could stay sane.
This weekend was the best weekend at home I've had since high school. And it meant so much to me so thanks to everyone that saw me and invited me to their house, or those that made the trip to mine. And I am having people over to play cards and pool on Saturday night, so I hope everyone can come over and have some rockin good times. I'm so excited that I have some numbers to call when I'm back in Tinley for the weekend. I feel like the loser kid that finally has people like him again. Thanks to everyone.
:)
Last summer sucked, beyond sucked, it was the worst it could be. After Carm and I broke up I did everything I could when we were at home to avoid seeing him.... because of course I was still in love with him and I would be pathetic, ask for him back, get rejected, and cry myself off to sleep... So this meant having exactly two friends- Sheri and Katie (thanks gals). I always felt like he stole all of our friends away from me. That was last summer. And I'm aware that it's not quite the ball of fun it should've been. That's why I never used to look forward to being home- because being home meant being lonely. Thank god I moved, at least that gave me something to get my mind off it awhile.
Then comes this summer... rocking new boyfriend, awesome job, fun basement to play in, friends who live closer to my new house, and fun. Thank freaking god.
I just wanted to say that I would love to run home now and call up some old friends that will hopefully become new friends again and chill out until wee hours in the morning. I really miss everyone that I used to hang out with back in high school, and I'm sorry that I ran off last summmer, because running away was the only way I could stay sane.
This weekend was the best weekend at home I've had since high school. And it meant so much to me so thanks to everyone that saw me and invited me to their house, or those that made the trip to mine. And I am having people over to play cards and pool on Saturday night, so I hope everyone can come over and have some rockin good times. I'm so excited that I have some numbers to call when I'm back in Tinley for the weekend. I feel like the loser kid that finally has people like him again. Thanks to everyone.
:)