valentine's day is a stinker
ok so i'm playing the bitter role this valentine's day. i really shouldn't. i'm not bitter it's just once you've settled into and learned to be ok with being single Valentine's just makes the lonely bit of you a bit more obvious. oh well it'll be over with soon. i've backspaced. i was gonna write a whole paragraph but i'm not now. it just sounded too pitiful. even to me. fact is i'm not in control. if it happens it happens. and if i don't meet anyone that's how it was meant to be. my life may be meant for other things. i guess i kinda want to know how it feels. you know to have someone. to be in a relationship. you know not for the material things given on stupid holidays or to "satisfy needs" (as someone once told me). but just to have a friend, a person to be with, share life with, and to love. i know it sounds sappy, i can't help it. would you rather me be bitter? anywho, i'm gonna leave on that note. have a good rest of the weekend and a happy monday. especially if you have someone. good night or good day where ever you are.