howdy folks
hmmm...well lately there have been a lot of changes...at work, ms. osborne was transferred and made assistant manager at the patterson ave. store. and mr. whaley is now our store manager. week before last ms. dillard had a heart attack but fortuantely is ok and has been back at work for a week already. as far as myself goes. i've been going to a book group of sorts on saturday evenings. we have dinner together and talk and discuss a book we're all reading. it's really nice to be around adults and to be counted as one, a young one but an adult just the same. it's almost like a second family. haven't been hanging around the girls at work lately. mainly cause well shannon and i never really do much anymore sides say hello. not in a bad way though. kari has her friends at school and she's young and going through completely different things. sara, she's moving out into a house with aron they are both in school and working hard. she's really the only one i still really talk to. liz is really just living her life it just happens to be half way across the world and just south of that. Jennifer has had her baby boy i'm so excited for her. his name is Aidan Ander Shepard. I should be going to see them next weekend. Vena and I are getting along pretty well. her little one Wyatt is super adorable. i'm going to take some classes this summer just some classes to help me with finding a better paying job. so i can at least support myself a little better. my priorities are in place. i'm fairly happy right now. thank God for sure. kind of come to a place where i'm me, not making any excuses for it and i'm not apologizing for it. you either love me or you don't. regardless my life goes on. i need to take the steps to make it better, even though i'm a bit afraid to move out of my comfort spot. my fears have kept me glued in one spot. although, things have happened in the past year to try and jerk me from my spot. and i guess it took more than a few whacks across the head to get it through my head. lol my only frustration at the moment is a silly one really. i'm running out of clothes. i'm getting smaller. i have few clothes that fit right. and i don't have the funds to replace them like i would like. i'm saving so when i reach my goal weight of sorts i'll go have a ball buying new ones. liz can you beleive it i'm in an 8 in pants. :oD compared to the 16 i was thats fabulouso. gonna start a new workout schedule which will be a bit harder. i'm going to be doing pilates three times a week and a cardio workout at least twice a week. i need to tone. anywho. i need to get to bed. it's nearly one in the morning. it might be a while til i update again. but til then. farewell and have a great month. good luck with school langer :o) keep at it. i'm confident you'll make it the rest of the way. Liz, love ya chica have a great semester. Levi, be good to her.:o) we can't wait to meet ya one day. anywho. gonna actually get to bed now. good night or good day where ever you are.