Guilty as Charged

Nov 08, 2004 08:02

I feel- awful.
TERRIBLE.

I am so
so
so
selfish.
How can I be such a brat?
I'm always saying- do what makes you happy, do what makes you happy- do what makes you happy-
but the minute it goes to my disadvantage-
I get pissed
PISSED
And I had no right to.
I feel horrible
I am undeserving of anything
I am the lowest form of human being right now
(a selfish, selfish, selfish, hypocrite)

And I wish I could tell you-
I'm here for you-
Except I wasn't there for you, and it's the worst possible thing I could have done.

When did I get this low

to become Hell's rejection
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