Apr 06, 2005 04:25
Side note: I've used my elipses already in the subject, this should be good.
Anyways, yeah, I went for a walk and just now got back. It's 4:30 and I think that just sunk in. I'll hafta make this semi-quick. I just wanted to write all this down before I slept/soberd/forgot all this. I spose I could have used notepad, but I'm already here. Guess you get to be my audience.
Life:
Walk
Look up
Notice clouds move with you
Looks fake
Kinda like in that movie...where the painting was the sky at all times.
Elipses
All generated
Fake
Computer game
God's computer game
The sims, simcity, risk, everything combined.
Being controlled
Losing memories
God's making me do this
Possible tapped into the code
How we understand weather
Cigarettes making me cough
Fake
Unreal
Walking
Sky
Rain
Is that really rain? Or just my nerve endings?
Irrelevant
Contact fell out
brb
back
I think I'm halfway to Caleb's place now
Jesus campaign
Or saved game
Too much retained information
Same campaign
God plays all the characters simultaneously
Video game
God's game
I'm not jesus, a different character
Jesus was the same as making a Sims game and naming the kid what your son's name would be (or naming it yourself depending on how old you are)
All the wrong religions are is like the kid on the sims that you build walls around to separate from the family, then put an oven in there when he doesnt
know how to cook so he burns the place down and kills himself.
Made different
Still walking
Tree's wrath
Cop
"No officer, this not weed. Just a handrolled cigarette.'
"I can show you the whole tin, it's in my truck."
"No, I don't want a ride, just follow behind me. I'm trying to figure out life."
I think someone tried picking a fight with me
Too deep in thought
Back at my place
Screen's back on
Neighbors are gone
Campaign later
Tense feeling
Nerves have felt this way before
Cant place a finger
Everthing could pop
Maybe I'll just sleep
A very interesting drug. A little backstory, I felt like it wasn't a true acid trip without some profound discovery. So I went for a walk. Now I see why people do that. Should probably write down other things I don't want to forget while I'm here.
Take drug test today
Donate plasma
Buy Hawaiian punch
Stop spending money
Figure out where Shurin and I are going to eat on thursday
Dry clean my pants
Plan this weekends party
I think thats all of my todo list....
Oh and get advised on friday. Right
and with that I'm twitching really bad, so i'm gonna sleep.