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Don't Let the Light Go Out
I was talking to a coworker earlier who said she thinks it's been 2 years since she'd seen me. I remarked that time is a weird thing. Jokingly, she said "what is time?" to which I said "It's a social construct".
That's a fun way to look at it until time catches up to you. Especially as a women with an erratic biological clock.
In my teens and ( Read more... ) -
Falling further down the rabbit hole
Trying to work all these feelings backward. Tyler leaving made me realize… I miss having friends. Real friends. People who I want to go out with and who genuinely want to hang out with me. I miss what I had. What I thought I had? What’s even real anymore.
I had to process each person and my issues individually. And now that I feel ok? Decent? It ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I'm not sure where to go from this. To think earlier I was recalling my life, the mistakes I've made, the people I've let pass by...one in particular and what I would say to him thinking I'd missed an oppertunity with him. And then, that the only reason if for some reason he felt the same, I couldn't imagine my life without you...Now...it's how can ( Read more... ) -
It's Sam.....on sooooo many levels
I would've posted the whole episode, but it was in 3 parts so....yeah. -
I don't blame you for being you, but you can't blame me for hating it
Before I put up my friends only banner, which btw is gonna suck for a while till I can find a cool one I really like I would just like to say to a certain person ( Read more... )
