"It feels like I am finally waking up after a long time"
It has been two months since I made an entry in this beast...that is insane.
Things are still really good with Brittany, I am amazed that I can sustain a relationship for three months. It might simply be luck, or maybe I am actually a good boyfriend to have...I don't know which.
Start a new job on Saturday at Shaw's Grocery, that brings the grand total to three(Wilson's Leather, and Gap are the others) I am excited to actually be back into work, even though I have not savored my forced semi-retirement from that realm the way I wanted to.
I am feeling pretty good tonight, talking to Heather about the past...that never seems to get old. I really should just sit down sometime and write it all out, all the memories with everyone, even if I was the only one who could see it, I'd still be in awe of how many truly epic times I have had in such a short life. I would love to write about them everyday, make a different space for it, and just go nuts. In a perfect world, people would give me their name, a time period, or even an activity, and I would write about whatever memory came to mind, but I do not live in that world, and no one reads this thing.
Not much has been happening lately, maybe that is what is pushing this memory idea forward. Everything seems so routine and boring, so I must think of a way to spice it up, which will most likely get me in trouble(eeekk)
I guess I want to end by saying that I realized earlier exactly how important making sure people know how I feel about them is. I never got that chance with my dad, and I'll always regret it, but I think he knew, and I am trying to make sure that everyone knows how much I love them, or whatever I may feel. This is an odd thing for me, but It's important to express.
-KayAre
Things are still really good with Brittany, I am amazed that I can sustain a relationship for three months. It might simply be luck, or maybe I am actually a good boyfriend to have...I don't know which.
Start a new job on Saturday at Shaw's Grocery, that brings the grand total to three(Wilson's Leather, and Gap are the others) I am excited to actually be back into work, even though I have not savored my forced semi-retirement from that realm the way I wanted to.
I am feeling pretty good tonight, talking to Heather about the past...that never seems to get old. I really should just sit down sometime and write it all out, all the memories with everyone, even if I was the only one who could see it, I'd still be in awe of how many truly epic times I have had in such a short life. I would love to write about them everyday, make a different space for it, and just go nuts. In a perfect world, people would give me their name, a time period, or even an activity, and I would write about whatever memory came to mind, but I do not live in that world, and no one reads this thing.
Not much has been happening lately, maybe that is what is pushing this memory idea forward. Everything seems so routine and boring, so I must think of a way to spice it up, which will most likely get me in trouble(eeekk)
I guess I want to end by saying that I realized earlier exactly how important making sure people know how I feel about them is. I never got that chance with my dad, and I'll always regret it, but I think he knew, and I am trying to make sure that everyone knows how much I love them, or whatever I may feel. This is an odd thing for me, but It's important to express.
-KayAre