God, I feel like I want to have a breakdown of some sort

[celestialraine]

I want to write several things down because i feel like I'm going to explaode if I won't let out some air. I'm tired. God, I'm really tired with my current schedule. 6-9 (or 5-9 for Tuesdays) class then a 12-9 work schedule. I would come home at around 10:30-11:00 am if I'm lucky (meaning there are no hellish lines at the bus stop *not to mention

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[pu_ni_yo]

So you now are both studying and working? (sorry, I'm so outdated on people here on LJ since my senior year started)

Ganbatte dear!! I can feel somehow what you feeling now, busy schedules, lack of sleep, tons of stress (like you cannot get out of a very small box), but I believe when we are feeling the worst of ourselves, there's always someone to light up your day or better times will be coming.

If not, you really need to reconsider your present situation. What is worth so much to the point of damaging your health? Your person should always comes first so take care ^^

[celestialraine]

yup, studying in the afternoon and working during the night. And I myself have been very outdated with lj since this whole thing began hahahaha *hugs*

Thanks for the support, I really appreciate it since it makes me feel less glum with all this stuff. I do believe (and I want to believe) that this will pass (I'm just hoping it happens in the near future). I currently turn to music to lift my spirit up, and of course friends and family count a lot. I'm really just hoping this feeling will go away soon.

I'm still trying to work out the situation, and hopefully a compromise can happen. In the meantime I really take steps to watch my health even if it means missing class or going home early from work.

Thanks a lot for your reply, it really brightened up my day! :)

[pu_ni_yo]

You're welcome dear ^^ *sending positive waves*

I'm sort of doing 2 part-time jobs now (or else there's no way I can pay my tuition fees) but fortunately I can still handle my schedule for them. I was very stressed out first and really worried about grades, work, gossip at work, well all sorts of things. I kinda learned to be less stubborn and perfectionist with myself so now I can (still) finish my day with a smile. I guess when exams start I will not feel the same anymore... LOL

So don't worry too much. There's no obstacle that we can't overcome. Big challenge = big reward (at least I hope for xD)

*hugs*