Realization...

[celestialraine]

Three hours of sleep, getting into a packed train car, braving floods when it rain, walking several blocks to transfer trains, getting in line to get into another packed train, getting in line again to get into a jeep, or bus (or waiting for another bus if the current one is too  crowded), starting a day at the office, try to review stuff, go home, sleep, repeat process. That is my typical day when I have school, it might look a bit blown out of proportion but I'm telling you, you will rue the trains running in this country (esp if you're a man), and walking while carrying some hardbound books is not a small feat either. So yeah, it looks like studying is pretty much complicated in my case, not to mention that I had to forego going out with friends and stuff. And yet, every time I go to school, I feel okay. The hassle comes after that of course, but even with the pressure, recitations, professors, and stuff, I still haven't thought about giving this up. I'm enjoying the lessons, the place, the people, that even with all the pushing, shoving, and long lines, I still go back...

I've given up on work hahahaha, seriously, not that I'm slacking or anything, just doing it because I have to do it kinda stuff. This'll go on until something good happens or I finally get myself a new and better job