To review or not to review XDDD
I really have to laugh at myself for the recent happenings... Ever since that damn result went out, the review question came bouncing back happily into my life, the result of which is my currently dazed state. Lol. My mom's been telling me to review already but being the lazy ass I am, I kept on shooing the thought with ridiculously weird statements like:
1. It's already worth HALF A LAPTOP!!!! Half a laptop!!!!!
2. I would have to give up a laptop and my life just to make me suffer?!
3. When my mom said that a license is for a lifetime my answers were: you still have to renew it. A laptop lasts forever too. You can't watch youtube with your license. The world's going to end next year, I don't want t he world to end without a laptop! <- variation 1. The world's going to end enxt eyar anyway, why bother with the license <-variation 2.
4. I will have to give up my life just for that freakin review!!!!!
5. I can't watch movies. I can't go out, I will lose my life!!!!
6. While everyone is enjoying Christmas, I'm sulking because I have to mind the reiew D:
Yes, I'm a dork lol...
I know I have to freakin face it someday because my pride wouldn't have it if I end up the only girl in class without a license. I may be able to live with that but it will haunt me to my grave. So I have no choice but to do it. Besides, I am thinking to only do it one last time and if I won't make it, then that's that.
Another abd thing. after the results went out, the issue of my certification came back to the surface again... i was surprised to know that even my superior (the newest addition to our team leads) already know about it. Well, it's not a bad thing, but I really don't want people meddling. lol..
My officemate friend is alrready convincing me to take the review and I am tempted by the offer since I will have someone to comapre notes with and to ask about topics and such but still...
I. JUST. DON'T. WANT. TO. LOSE. MY. LIFE.
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Weird ne, tht I treat ther eview as losing my life, but in reality, that is waht i really feel. Currenlty, i only have the weekends to go online full balst and to unwind. If I review, i have to give that up because I have to go to the weekend classes. Quitting my job is out of the question (even though my mom is okay with me doing that) because I don't think it's right. Call it pride again, but quitting would have to be the last resort in my list. Besides, quitting will only give added pressure so there...
Another thing, I wasn't joking with the half a laptop comment. I really don't have the budget for review right now (and here I can ehar my mom's voice: "But you have a budget for a laptop and/or a tablet?"). yes. I am saving up fora gadget as my birthday and chrsitmas gift for myself and being the brat that I am, , i just can't give that up wihtout a bloody fight XDDDD...
I dunno... i might end up giving up my liberty for one year of slavery (I want to review 2 times because I have to catch up with new topics *imagine a year without social life!!!!! T_T*) <---- drama queen moment XDDDD
*sighs* classes will start soon and the seats are quickly getting reserved... I have to end this as soon as possible
geez, good luck!!!!!