some nights I feel like i have died

Apr 21, 2006 20:54

This morning was oh my god amazing...yes soo much fun despite the icy mountain air. yes we went to the mountians again it it was spectacular and made me smile the whole day long, he is very warm and soft but yet firm and muskely. still smiling about that...

anyways so yeah now I am totaly pissed though...I have to get $2000 by monday...where in the hell do I get that kind of money I fucking hate those Europe people. I got a lett saying "congrats you are in but now we need $2000 by friday, next friday...I have to send the money off on like monday. what in the hell am I supposed to do? any ideas.....AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG *proceedes to beat head on wall and scream THIS IS BULLSHIT...

anyways...pleasent thoughts about this morning. I love him...but yes

P.S. Esme I totally need one of those conversation things with you on monday during lunch if you are not busy....

esme, europe, love, matt

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