Where is my rock?

[celestialbitch]

I need someone right now.

I can't do this alone anymore God. I need to be held tonight, I need someone to tell me things are going to be okay. I need to hear the words "I love you," even if they are a lie. I need to hear that I'm beautiful, and that I will always have them to count on. "Don't worry, I'll always be here if you need me, even if you don't :D." I need something I'm never going to get because I will never trust anyone. I can't. Like the one I love I simply can't. I have belived in a lie... I've held out for nothing... I've lost myself to time. I've sat here waiting for life waiting for what I lost to come back.

I need a friend.

I need a lover.

I need a companion.

I need a confidant.

I need my soulmate, where ever he is... I do not know.

I need to be comforted right now.

I need to be held.

I need to cry on your shoulder.

I need to hear your voice, even if it's to talk about something random.

I need to be loved.

I need to be cared for right now.

I need you to be strong.

I need to rely on you.

I need you to say your sorry.

I need you to tell me you'll never hurt me again. (And then NOT HURT ME)

I need you to not let me go.

I need you to fight for me.

I need you to show me what I mean to you.

I need to NOT guess, or assume thats how you feel, or what you think?

I need you...

I have "SHUT UP"

I get... hung up on.