How would you respond?
So lets just say you had one of the top crappiest days of your life... you call someone that you love, and need to talk to for friendship, and words of love and encouragement. all you get is a slap in the fuckin face, and this text message after he tells you to shut up. what would you think?
"I will be your friend if you need one, but I will not be manipulated by you or anyone."
WHAT THE FUCK, I need a friend to talk to, to tell me everything is going to be okay.. you told me you dont have time for this. Everytime I have a day where I want to cry... you tell me you dont have time for this. What does that say about your feelings for me?
When is it my turn to have someone in my life to tell ME everything is going to be okay. Why is it always me telling someone else that? I seriously fuckin want to die right now. HAVE I EVER SAID THAT SHIT TO YOU? How would you feel if the roles were reversed here? FUCK YOU!
FUCK YOU ALL! JUST FUCK YOU ALL! I HATE PEOPLE AND THIS IS FUCKIN WHY!
SHUT UP... is the LAST FUCKING THING YOU WILL EVER SAY TO ME>>> like I said... it was a dream that ended at midnight. I knew if I stayed with you I would feel like I had you back... and I knew I never did... or would.. THAT IS WHY I LEFT. Because I know... this is all I'll ever get from you. You can't because you DONT WANT TO... you CANT because you have no DESIRE, you CANT because there is no room in your life for me... YOU cant... You CANT, you cant, you cant, you cant!... no... you just dont want to.
At least I had my wish... one... last... day. For that I am thankful.
"I will be your friend if you need one, but I will not be manipulated by you or anyone."
WHAT THE FUCK, I need a friend to talk to, to tell me everything is going to be okay.. you told me you dont have time for this. Everytime I have a day where I want to cry... you tell me you dont have time for this. What does that say about your feelings for me?
When is it my turn to have someone in my life to tell ME everything is going to be okay. Why is it always me telling someone else that? I seriously fuckin want to die right now. HAVE I EVER SAID THAT SHIT TO YOU? How would you feel if the roles were reversed here? FUCK YOU!
FUCK YOU ALL! JUST FUCK YOU ALL! I HATE PEOPLE AND THIS IS FUCKIN WHY!
SHUT UP... is the LAST FUCKING THING YOU WILL EVER SAY TO ME>>> like I said... it was a dream that ended at midnight. I knew if I stayed with you I would feel like I had you back... and I knew I never did... or would.. THAT IS WHY I LEFT. Because I know... this is all I'll ever get from you. You can't because you DONT WANT TO... you CANT because you have no DESIRE, you CANT because there is no room in your life for me... YOU cant... You CANT, you cant, you cant, you cant!... no... you just dont want to.
At least I had my wish... one... last... day. For that I am thankful.