Hello again
is anybody out there?
Lol.
I don't care. I need somewhere to say this. Someone needs to stop me from saying ANYTHING else wedding related!!!! Shit.
It came up SO many times this weekend (mostly not by me). I think Ryan is feeling a little... pressured. Or that that's all I'm after.
It's not.
I'm not ready, really. I would LOVE to get married, but I have school to finish first.
But I love him and want to marry him, very badly. I admitted to already having written my name with his last name. Lol.
Yeah. He and I HAVE already talked of marraige. Not necessarily to eachother, but in general. He doesn't want to get "legally" married. He doesn't want the government getting a chunk of money from the license. Personally, I don't care. All I want is the big show. Which can be done without the legal papers.
Yes, it makes "divorce" that much easier... but in the long run, it's cheaper there, too. We would sign something that said that if we split, who gets what... a formal business type agreement.
Mer. But I need to stop bringing it up. It's way too soon. Saturday is our one year.
He has something special to mention this week... something that he's noticed. Something he's shared (or will share) with me, that he's never shared with any other girl.
Confused... curious. But it's only a few days.
oh, and I potentially cracked his rib the other day. :'(
Anyway, this internship is kicking my ass and I have to be there in 7 hours, so I'm off to bed. I'll try to remember to post again later.
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Lol.
I don't care. I need somewhere to say this. Someone needs to stop me from saying ANYTHING else wedding related!!!! Shit.
It came up SO many times this weekend (mostly not by me). I think Ryan is feeling a little... pressured. Or that that's all I'm after.
It's not.
I'm not ready, really. I would LOVE to get married, but I have school to finish first.
But I love him and want to marry him, very badly. I admitted to already having written my name with his last name. Lol.
Yeah. He and I HAVE already talked of marraige. Not necessarily to eachother, but in general. He doesn't want to get "legally" married. He doesn't want the government getting a chunk of money from the license. Personally, I don't care. All I want is the big show. Which can be done without the legal papers.
Yes, it makes "divorce" that much easier... but in the long run, it's cheaper there, too. We would sign something that said that if we split, who gets what... a formal business type agreement.
Mer. But I need to stop bringing it up. It's way too soon. Saturday is our one year.
He has something special to mention this week... something that he's noticed. Something he's shared (or will share) with me, that he's never shared with any other girl.
Confused... curious. But it's only a few days.
oh, and I potentially cracked his rib the other day. :'(
Anyway, this internship is kicking my ass and I have to be there in 7 hours, so I'm off to bed. I'll try to remember to post again later.
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