Doo Bee Doo Bee Doo...

Apr 12, 2006 21:42

Maaaan! The sky is beautiful! Earlier today I went out to get my dinner food supply and the sky was totally awe inspiring. All bright blue w/ pink clouds spotted everywhere and there was this whole section where the sky was a totally intense orange color w/ purple clouds painted on. I could’ve sat there and stared @ it for hours. I wish I could be a bird sometimes.. those suckers have it made! Being able to fly whenever and wherever they please. Haha, reminds me of the scene in “The Notebook” where they are @ the beach and talk about how she was a bird in a past life and she’s like forcing him to say he’s a bird too. Definitely one of the best scenes in a lovey-dovey movie, ever. =) Reminds me of me and my nerdiness, haha. I wanna be a bird…

I've realized that over the last couple months there have been quite a few changes. Good changes, bad changes, changes that don't really affect me one way or another. It's strange how ppl come in and out of your life at certain times. One minute they're there and the next, they're gone. Permanently or temporarily. The ppl I would consider in my "close circle of friends ATM" are not the same ppl that were in it even 3 weeks ago. My life is good right now, I like that things are diverse and it's not a case of "same shit, different day" but sometimes I wonder why that happens. Why you can be so close w/ someone @ one point and then not for no apparent reason at all. Or maybe there is an apparent reason, but there's nothing you can do to change it other than to let time pass by. Then there’s the other case where ppl who weren’t really all that involved in your life are now taking up a bigger part of it. This part is awesome! =) It kinda makes up for the loss of the other ppl, in a way. Things are going great and I hope they continue to go well, I don’t really wanna say too much b/c I might jinx it, haha. But life is good. =)

Relay is taking off. We are a little over a week away from pulling it off. I’m excited about it b/c it will either make or break us for future years of Relay. I hope everything goes as planned. I have to email all my teams tonight and let them know the re-cap. I have like NO donations b/c I’ve been so busy w/ other things, it really makes me feel bad, but it’s hard to hit ppl up for money. You can only say something so many times before becoming a nuisance. And it’s harder for me b/c I have 2 Relays to get funds for. MeHRR!! Ahh well, I can only do what I can do. =/

I can’t wait until summer!! At the very end of summer I will (hopefully) be a counselor for Camp Okizu which is a camp that is fully equipped for cancer kids to enjoy a camp experience even when they have chemo and stuff to take. The camp place has all the stuff they need, doctors and nurses also volunteer their time and it’s set up like a hospital in one whole section. I’m SUPER excited to go and be a counselor b/c I went a couple years ago as a camper and it was one of the best experiences I’ve ever had. It was great being able to talk to other young ppl who have experienced cancer themselves. It’s really hard to relate w/ other ppl on that subject b/c they themselves haven’t experienced it, so when you meet another cancer survivor it’s this awesome feeling of having someone else speak your language. It tears me up that little kids have to go through what I went through, so being able to make camp a fun experience for them is totally worth it to me. It will also look really good on my resume considering the field I wanna go into. Ahhh! I’m sooo excited! =D Summer.. I’m waiting for you anxiously! I also really wanna go swimming a lot and work out my legs. They have gotten worse lately. =(

I'm excited for next week. It's David's spring break and I'm bringing him w/ me to stay for a few days. I love spending time w/ my bro, I'm psyched! He has this Guitar Hero game and we are gonna play it, w000! Hahaha, it's addicting! Till next time! *MuaH*
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