less than 24 hours. eek.
Hello. I'm mildly freaking out right now. When I want to pretend like nothing big is happening or coming up, I do everything but prepare like I should. That leads to situations like last night when I was freaking out at 5:30 in the morning about the fact that a) I hadn't packed and b) my computer wasn't burning cds fast enough (which may seem minor, but it was really, really critical).
Things are just... weird. I don't know. I've had all this time to myself to just think. So of course now I'm even more messed up (as "thinking" rapidly spirals into "dwelling").
This year has just been... well, it's been tough. "Challenging" (for those of you who would prefer to put a positive spin on it). It's kind of weird how my years in college are mirroring my years in high school. Except for now there is tangible pain and loss in addition to the mental stuff. Erg. I have to stop now before I have my second breakdown of the day (there will be a locked post following describing the supreme wonderfulness that was my day).
Things are just... weird. I don't know. I've had all this time to myself to just think. So of course now I'm even more messed up (as "thinking" rapidly spirals into "dwelling").
This year has just been... well, it's been tough. "Challenging" (for those of you who would prefer to put a positive spin on it). It's kind of weird how my years in college are mirroring my years in high school. Except for now there is tangible pain and loss in addition to the mental stuff. Erg. I have to stop now before I have my second breakdown of the day (there will be a locked post following describing the supreme wonderfulness that was my day).