So I'm totally screwed for tomorrow...
All right, it is currently *checks time* 10:44. Tomorrow starting at 8, I have my Microeconomics mock exam/final. And I'm royally fucked for it.
Thanks a lot Mrs. Wells. -.-
Plus, tomorrow is prom. And I'm slightly nervous =| The theme - diamonds and ice - sucks but I plan to have a good time with my friends! Because that's the most important thing. Hopefully...at least my dress is pretty?
Yeah and about the people I was to talk to tonight? Didn't get home til like, 7:30 and then my brother was on with his friends. Right now was the only time I could get on. =/ But I have time in between mock exam and prom...I'll talk to you then.
Until then, just posting a small rant I posted somewhere else. Personal, I guess? Slightly edited.
You know, you always reach some point in your life where you just sit down and think about what you want and how you're going to get it. I sort of had the realization last night. Not the kind of want like I want some DVD or a stuffed animal, something much more deeper than that...
I want someone I can easily talk to and it only took my best friend to point out the fact that I keep a lot to myself.
So maybe it is hard for me to open up. Much harder than it was a few years ago. Sometimes, I like it that way because then I know who I can truly express myself to, who I know won't let me down. Only a few people really have that chance, I guess.
But I do a lot of things to keep people away. It's nothing against them at all. Most of them are the coolest people ever. That's just how I like it though. It's not like I don't trust them but please, I don't need to be pushed or prodded or anything - I don't think that gets anyone anywhere.
Experience has everything to do with it.
But I want people to know that I am a good listener. I love giving advice and listening to people's problems. I'm there if anyone wants/needs to talk. I'll try my best to help. Everyone needs to get something off their chest and I don't want them to think they don't have anyone to listen to their problems.
I very well am the biggest hypocrite ever. <3
Thanks a lot Mrs. Wells. -.-
Plus, tomorrow is prom. And I'm slightly nervous =| The theme - diamonds and ice - sucks but I plan to have a good time with my friends! Because that's the most important thing. Hopefully...at least my dress is pretty?
Yeah and about the people I was to talk to tonight? Didn't get home til like, 7:30 and then my brother was on with his friends. Right now was the only time I could get on. =/ But I have time in between mock exam and prom...I'll talk to you then.
Until then, just posting a small rant I posted somewhere else. Personal, I guess? Slightly edited.
You know, you always reach some point in your life where you just sit down and think about what you want and how you're going to get it. I sort of had the realization last night. Not the kind of want like I want some DVD or a stuffed animal, something much more deeper than that...
I want someone I can easily talk to and it only took my best friend to point out the fact that I keep a lot to myself.
So maybe it is hard for me to open up. Much harder than it was a few years ago. Sometimes, I like it that way because then I know who I can truly express myself to, who I know won't let me down. Only a few people really have that chance, I guess.
But I do a lot of things to keep people away. It's nothing against them at all. Most of them are the coolest people ever. That's just how I like it though. It's not like I don't trust them but please, I don't need to be pushed or prodded or anything - I don't think that gets anyone anywhere.
Experience has everything to do with it.
But I want people to know that I am a good listener. I love giving advice and listening to people's problems. I'm there if anyone wants/needs to talk. I'll try my best to help. Everyone needs to get something off their chest and I don't want them to think they don't have anyone to listen to their problems.
I very well am the biggest hypocrite ever. <3