in other news....
i fell into a deep depression last nite after the game. i've decided not to say why, cuz it's dramatic, and i don't wanna hear it anyway. suffice it to say that the only reason anyone will see me any time soon is because i'm trying to force my way back up out, and that's by being around people i care about, but i'm not happy about it cuz i really wanna withdraw from everything, so if i'm moody or distant, that's why. i'm not mad at you. i love you. i just fell into a really bad, deep place last nite that i haven't been in a long time, and didn't think i'd ever go back to. i'm scared, and sad, but i'm working on it, so please bear with me, don't give me shit, and don't give me platitudes. thank you.